We have a speaker for the seminar I have to go through to keep funding for my organization.

She's 26 and is CEO of her own business, which she built during her college years. Something about her just says she knows what she's doing, so, when she tells us to figure out our top ten priority qualities that everyone in our lives should meet, I sit down, the next week, and think of around five, right off the bat.

The rest are still coming, but what I have so far:


1. Consent
2. Honesty
3. Equality
4. Communicativeness
5. Attentiveness
6. Respect

These are now my core, and that's been working for me. I've cut out a lot of unhealthy behavior in my executive board, and things are functioning much better. On top of that, I feel a lot better, because, suddenly, people aren't stepping all over me.

...Unfortunately.


On Thursdays, we make decisions.

...I can't go through with dating him.


This hurts me a lot for a huge amount of reasons, the biggest being that I know we can't go back, now. I've trusted him with so much, over the years, and it hurts to have to let go of someone who has held so much importance and influence in my life.


I have to look out for me.

He doesn't meet this stuff--not even close--and it ends up hurting me and making me feel distressed, every single time. I'm not about to go through life feeling like this.

I'm sad, but it's time to make cuts. I'm nearly 23 years old. Enough fooling around.

:( Guess you gotta do what you gotta do, but that sucks.
» randomjunk on 2014-09-25 10:40:07

Feel free to text me n' stuff. That's no fun.
» middaymoon on 2014-09-25 11:56:10

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