Seth got on me about my friendship with Sarah, tonight...that was kind of crossing a line, too. It wasn't his business, but he insisted upon it, anyway.

I'm trying, you know? I'm trying to make things better, but we'll never be the same, and I'm aware of that. It isn't that we don't like each other--I love her like a sister--it's just that we're changing. She isn't so loyal, anymore, and that kind of hurts.

I guess it's just hard to mold ashes back into a full piece of paper.


The bruise Will gave me on my elbow is aching nonstop, and he's kind of being an asshole about it. It'd at least be nice if he'd really said sorry and not tried to wipe spit on me again RIGHT AFTERWARDS. Because my elbow hurts. :[ Sarah says the bone is bruised. Agh.


Anyway. It's really nice outside. Even now, I'm betting I could go out in something for temperate weather and feel all right. The days have been generally sunny with some clouds. It's nice to feel the sun again. It's also nice to not have to stare at it through my eyelids to get my daily fix of happiness, haha. We all have our diseases, you know? Everything, these days, is an ailment.

I usually have pretty neat ones. :D Even my illnesses are unique and quirky! Ohoho!

Trying to not talk about what's making me frustrated, right now.

So I'll talk some about my classes.

Today, in first period, all we did was test. First it was a big test on all the elements up through period seven on the periodic table (I think I probably got in the 90s, if not a perfect score), and then the second was a quiz on our chapter, which was hard and I think I bombed it.

Everything kind of balances out.

Anyway, I found out what I'll have to do while in Italy--

BY THE FREAKING WAY, EVERYONE!

I'm going to Italy. :D

In...four days. We're going to all the big places, then a little island where we'll lay out in the country and eat cheese with some wine. I don't think I'll drink the wine, even though it's supposed to be amazing and I'll be of age. I'm just not...into drinking. Some alcohol every once in a while is all right for of age adults...but I don't see the use in it beforehand. Drown your sorrows? Buy ice cream and drown them in that. Just tastes good? HEY, so does apple cider!

...No one should NEED the stuff. That's all I'm saying.

Topics flying everywhere. I'm getting off for the night.

Sheesh, everyone goes everywhere except me. I need to get my passport and passport card.

As far as friend-falling outs, I have plenty of those... usually every few years or so, I decide that I'm tired of all of the people I know.
» ikimashokie on 2008-04-21 11:29:17

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