(11:35:37 PM) Him: It's not gonna change the fact that I'm gonna want to see you as much as possible anyway
(11:36:03 PM) Him: Not only are you my girlfriend...
(11:36:09 PM) Him: You're my best friend.
(11:36:33 PM) Me: You're mine, too.


That's about when I REALLY started crying. And now when I think back over it, I start crying more, and this is just...so, so painful. We had to stop and face the fact that either of us could find someone else, and so I understand where he's coming from, because if I knew another girl was with him...I would just want to die.

I can't imagine what he's going through, still. He's so sweet and dedicated to keeping Us working...all for nothing, now.

I have a feeling it's going to be a long time before I can look him in the eyes again. At least for long.


I never said this would be easy for me. I want it, still, I think it's right to do this and need the time, but...

Oh God, it just hurts so much.

all the best. it's never easy to maintain a relationship especially long distance.
» renaye on 2008-05-14 10:12:45

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