I can't say I'm feeling better in general, but with this...I think I'm all right with the separation. It's just hard to tell your best friend that you want to meet other people. It hurts a lot more than if he were just a boyfriend.

He keeps telling me we'll get through this.

I just can't guarantee that, because what if at some point during tis break, I stop wanting it to "work out?"

I mean, I don't want that to happen, but I also don't want to see other guys while thinking that I have a guy back home waiting for me to get over this spell.

So...I guess that I'm saying I want to make sure this is the real break. Like, no looking back, no hopes, no secret agendas when we hang out. I don't want to hurt, and I don't want to make him hurt any more than he's naturally going to. I don't want to let him have that "glimmer of hope," as he said.

This is real life. Love doesn't change anything, at this age. Nothing.

this is going to take some time to heal...
» renaye on 2008-05-16 11:05:04

Did you break it off?
Like, actually say the words?
» Steigenator on 2008-05-16 11:09:06

^__^ Good luck with everything
» Mockiller on 2008-05-17 09:50:16

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