The world's calmed down reasonably.

All my secrets are out in the open, so I don't have to worry about that, anymore. Anything yet to be exposed isn't big enough to even think about.

And the world passes by.

I spent all day looking outside, today. Got up at 10, walked around, talked to a few people casually...

It's all chill.

I'd like to take a nap, now, in fact, but I don't think I'll ever be able to get to bed in time if I do that.

But then tomorrow, things are complicated again.


I don't want to be part of this, anymore. A relationship. It's such an ugly thing, to me, because I'm still in my youth. People say that youth is wasted on the young. I don't want to waste it. I want to be able to get out and see people.

I'm afraid I've started this, though. I wish I could say that I'm the one in too deep, but I'm just waiting for my day to get out.

I hate hurting guys. Of the two genders available to hurt, I prefer hurting girls, because the cry more, and emote more often, so you get used to it, but there is nothing adjustable, for me, to a male crying. Or even a guy being upset, especially if it's because of me.

And this is my best friend.

I don't want...to hurt...my best friend. But it's to the point where I just want to be his friend.

...Oh...my...



(5:47:49 PM) Kagaboo: If a girl wears a bra to bed...she is hurting herself.
(5:47:57 PM) Kevin: :O
(5:47:59 PM) Kevin: Really?
(5:48:02 PM) Kevin: <- Doesn't know.
(5:48:19 PM) Kagaboo: First of all, wearing it all the time makes the boobs totally dependent on that support.
(5:48:24 PM) Kagaboo: They must learn self-support.
(5:48:26 PM) Kevin: :O
(5:48:27 PM) Kagaboo: -nod-
(5:48:32 PM) Kevin: Hehehe.
(5:48:39 PM) Kevin: >.>
(5:48:45 PM) Kagaboo: Plus, they say wearing underwire ones can increase your chance on cancer.
(5:48:48 PM) Kagaboo: *of
(5:48:53 PM) Kagaboo: In that general area.
(5:48:56 PM) Kevin: :O
(5:49:03 PM) Kagaboo: Now you've learned something.
(5:49:12 PM) Kevin: *nod*
(5:49:24 PM) Kevin: Amidst all the images I got.
(5:49:25 PM) Kevin: >.>
(5:49:31 PM) Kagaboo: Hahahaha.
(5:49:37 PM) Kagaboo: Dying kitties.
(5:49:39 PM) Kagaboo: Think of that.
(5:49:57 PM) Kevin: Hot to cold in an instant.
(5:50:00 PM) Kevin: Hehe.
(5:50:06 PM) Kagaboo: Nice.
(5:50:19 PM) Kevin: Hrm
(5:50:29 PM) Kevin: Reminds me of when I realized the different between briefs and boxers.
(5:50:40 PM) Kagaboo: Haha.
(5:51:09 PM) Kevin: I cant wear briefs. Even athletic supports or super tight underarmor or compression shorts. It needs to breathe :/
(5:51:23 PM) Kagaboo: See.
(5:51:27 PM) Kagaboo: Guys can still go commando.
(5:51:31 PM) Kevin: Hehe.
(5:51:38 PM) Kagaboo: And people don't notice THAT much.
(5:51:43 PM) Kevin: (Was commando with the pirate pajamas)
(5:51:43 PM) Kagaboo: But girls cannot.
(5:51:53 PM) Kevin: AARRR




AARRR indeed, Kevin. AARRR indeed.

Eh, I think mine have wire. Guess I'm getting cancer then?
» randomjunk on 2008-06-06 06:28:22

..for all kinds of reasons.
ha

I love lazy days with nothing to do. Almost makes your busy days worse. :/
» invisible on 2008-06-07 03:55:46

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