So there's this song.

And I don't usually like sharing songs which are close to me. I don't know, it's just when people put the song everywhere to express themselves, it loses its value for me because I hear it so much. It seems like a lot of teenagers selfishly try to claim bands, and yeah, it's superficial, and yeah, we shouldn't.

So I'm going to share with you...my favorite.

Right now, at least. And I'll give a little background. I don't know if this will be interesting or not. probably not, hah.

So, I have only a few songs on my iPod. If I put it on shuffle, I can pretty much just keep clicking until I find what I want, unlike last month when I filled the entire device and still wanted to add more from my library. So, going into the forest, I had this horrible need to listen to the song in question--"This Modern Love" by Bloc Party. (it's actually near the top of my playlist.)

And I don't know why, but the part where the are no lyrics, just vocalizing...it makes me smile. Hard. Walking through the forest turned into this parade, for me, and when it started, my skin took goosebumps, all over my body, up and down my legs and arms, across my freckles and down my neck, loop-dee-loop, swirling around in the pit of my chest and flourishing into laughter. There was a tingling sensation all over my skin. The humidity mixed in and brought shivers up my spine, and I couldn't help it. I glowed. Lightning bugs were coming over, so I scooped my hand down, not expecting the bug to let me catch it. It simply sat on my hand, no trap, no cage. Just two beings traveling.

Life has a shine to it. A butterfly landed on my hand, today, and it stayed there, even after I moved. My finger would twitch too much and it would fly for a moment, then settle back down to a similar spot on the hand. I watched it there, licking up the moisture, antennae twitching. It was nice to feel something's trust so unyielding.

It's something I'm afraid I haven't felt in quite a while. People always feel the need to tell me not to tell others their secrets...please. I wouldn't. You don't need to be afraid of that.

:)

I'm just...re-happied.

Yay!

It's about time
(: I'm happy for you.
» Brutaly on 2008-06-19 11:51:51

Weird
Your playlist keeps changing everytime I refresh the page o_0 So the song isn't there, but I'll find it.

UGH I know exactly how you feel. When you find that one, really amazing song that just makes you smile...the feeling undescribable. Congrats :D
» The-Muffin-Man on 2008-06-20 05:34:16

Love your new layout, and I'm glad you're re-happied.

» Chloefoxx on 2008-06-20 12:48:59

maybe
more than yo uthink
» middaymoon on 2008-06-21 03:45:51

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