All right. I admit, I haven't been fair. (Yeah, this is about Kevin again, because I'm all torn apart by these guys.) I haven't really given Kevin a chance, because I'm a closed-minded bitch, yadda yadda whatever.

Am now.

He totally admitted that he told his friends about me, which is sweet in the first place. We have now been talking for 13 hours straight, which gets him even more points for keeping my attention span. Furthermore, he's been so nice and gets along with my friends.

So nothing should be wrong. :) I'm gonna meet his friends and be the girl he probably wants more with.

I hate that he wants a real relationship. It's weird. I didn't understand that he'd think of me like that until the other day. And so I guess that's just how it's going to be. Me, never letting him get to close. I wonder if he'll ever see this entire thing as futile. Hmm.

He's going to help me re-learn guitar. And then we'll probably have that moment where he scoots closer to show me how exactly to play a fret, and his hand will go over mine to guide my fingers, and then I'll look up and we'll kiss. I can already tell. He's the type of guy to get taken over by these things, because he likes girls who play guitar, and ride motorcycles, and get random cool body art.

Which is also something I didn't peg him for.

See...okay. Kevin's the guy who wears all the preppy clothes (Aeropostale, American Eagle, Hollister, et cetera). He's on the soccer team. He...OMG, HE WEARS SPERRY SHOES.



x.x Which are so outside my style it isn't even funny. NOT EVEN FUNNY, GUYS.

So, it should be obvious by all this, including the history of drug and alcohol use, that I do not easily approve. I'm the girl who wears red Chucks and a random black tee. I don't...agh. It's not easy to understand why we're interested in each other when we're from different worlds. And most nerds tend to not like preps a lot, and quite a few preps tend to put nerds down randomly. So.

This isn't normal. Sorry, it's not.

But I'm going to a different school and I'm gonna like him relentless (maybe). So, what the hell. Nerdy artist meets preppy soccer-player. We can work it out.

It's so sweet, you're living Pretty In Pink!

Probably not quite as tumultuous and crazy. You could write a movie about your life. It would be fun.

And ew to Sperrys. Hate them.
» Chloefoxx on 2008-06-24 12:30:24

You know what they say.
Opposites attract. And in this case, it's completely true.
» Brutaly on 2008-06-24 04:10:14

I don't think I could stand the sight of those shoes.
ewww....
my favorites are my green hi-top chucks. or my black chucks that I drew on with different colored sharpies. ha

it'll be fun. I wish someone was at least interested in me. or at least tell me they like me, if at all. bleh!
» invisible on 2008-06-24 09:04:52

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