You know what I hate?
When someone calls when I'm angry and says something funny, so I start giggling and can't stop grinning when I think about being angry because then I think about what made me laugh and it's such a horrible cycle, agreed?
AHH!
I'm sure I'm going mad!
You know what's dumb? The fact that this pack of gum in front of me equals 150 calories. It has sugar in it, so I have to remember to use mouthwash along with brushing my teeth, tonight, because I've never had a cavity and definitely don't want one.
Have I mentioned that my teeth are naturally straight and fairly white? I hit the genetic jackpot. And my hair is naturally this really pretty wavy texture, and it has red in it, but also tends to be medium-darkness with blonde streaks.
JACKPOT.
Oh my word, jackpot, I am so glad my parents had me.
I mean, hopefully, no one ISN'T glad. Life's wonderful. Life's free. Life is the biggest and best thing you'll probably ever experience.
AHH!
I'm just.
I don't know.
Happy.
For the first time in a while, I am, this summer.
I mean, I'm not happy with all aspects of my life. They don't all bring me joy. But...that's kinda the point. Isn't it?
To struggle. And to find things out the hard way, and grow, and want things, and strive for better?
Not all of it. There needs to be a time to celebrate the fruits of those labors. A time when the struggle becomes totally worth it, and fulfilling in every way, shape, and form.
And I think I'm finally realizing what my struggles have been towards.
And that's alllriiiight.


So tell me, do you guys prefer when I space out paragraphs, or put them together?
Because I don't know, anymore.

Personally I prefer them spaced out. Makes it easier to read.

Gum with sugar in it has never tasted good to me... it's got this unpleasant thing going on for some reason...
» randomjunk on 2008-07-17 06:18:20

Laughing away the anger is good.. only one of my friends can make me laugh when I'm angry.

You're one lucky girl!
» Nuttz on 2008-07-17 11:14:45

meow meow. pat me more. XD.

i like spacing.
» renaye on 2008-07-18 12:16:11

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