Everything's changing. I can feel it.

Some people are growing so much closer than I could have imagined; some, on the other hand, are spiteful.

Apparently, a friend of mine has been angry for quite a while at me for not calling.

Who responded to the e-mails? Who was always online? Who made an effort to send little things?

Not you.

It makes me angry when people expect me to call, when there are forms of communication which don't make me nervous.

Phones are in the category of nervous-making. It took me months to really get comfortable with Stevie calling. I still get nervous calling Sarah's house. Or any house.

So to limit me like that...it isn't cool, when you have AIM and could very easily call, yourself.

I just don't understand all this. And then she has this complex like The Wounded and takes that as a chance to treat me like shit...I just don't get how people can hold grudges like that if they're supposed to be friends. It would be impossible of me.

And why didn't she just call me on it when it started?

-sigh...-

Otherwise, this was a pretty nice day. I got mad at Kevin, this morning, and that festered for a while, but...honestly, why stay mad?

That's a good question for today.

What stay mad?

haha i understand about the nervous thing with talking to ppl on the phone i have the same problem!

i dunno staying mad usually makes me more upset than it does to the other person lol.......




» Ruby-in-slippers on 2008-10-07 06:21:45

That is a good question, why stay mad at someone? Why don't you learn to let go? It is not your fault for not calling. She could've taken the first step.
» Nuttz on 2008-10-08 01:03:53

Dude
I know what you mean when you say you get nervous about calling any house. I always worry the person I'm looking for won't be the one to answer, or won't be home.

And I agree with the whole holding grudges thing. You can't expect anything to be fixed if you just rant about it and don't confront the person.
» Steigenator on 2008-10-09 10:50:08

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